XXIX

 Sunita was traumatized. All those moments of her want and failure revolved in front of her eyes now. She felt as if she was the one on the ICU bed right now. She clutched the rim of the steel bench by both her palms tightly on which she was sitting and leaned forward with her head bent. Rakesh was running from pillar to post with his neighbor. 

Sunita looked up and saw herself begging the doctors to not take away her child. She crept on her knees and folded her hands. Suddenly Rakesh came and she almost shrieked with terror. Rakesh was taken aback, what happened to Sunita, he thought?! Sunita's eyes were all red and strained and she was continuously staring at Shiela and her monitor. Rakesh immediately realized she had got reminded of her past. Rakesh hugged her tightly and asked her to hold herself. He couldn't  sit beside her as his neighbor needed him at the moment. Tarun was all pale. 

They are stayed at the hospital that night. In the morning, the doctor called upon Tarun and took him into his cabin. Rakesh and Sunita sat on the bench. Sunita had fallen asleep on Rakesh's shoulder. Rakesh saw the doctor walking away from his cabin, but Tarun didn't come out. He nugged Sunita to wake up, and went to the doctor's cabin to check on Tarun. He was sitting with one hand kept on the other. He shook Tarun by his shoulder. He looked up towards Rakesh and hugged him by his waist and started crying. Sunita covered her face with her hands, she couldn't bear to look at Tarun.

XXVI

Sunita sat staring outside from the window when Rakesh came home. Rakesh said "Hi dear" and went upstairs. He didn't notice that he hadn't received any reply to his greeting. He went to his room and changed. Then thinking Sunita was resting, he went and made tea for her and himself. He came to Sunita, still sitting at the window and staring, holding two cups of hot brewed tea in his hands. He placed the cups on the small side table and sat down. "Sunita..." Sunita didn't answer, she was still sitting still. "Sunita..." Rakesh gently touched her by her shoulder.

"Huh??!!....Rakesh....when did you get home?" Sunita got startled by Rakesh's sudden touch. "Hey, it has been almost 20 minutes, dear....are you okay? how are you so lost?" "Oh God, I have no idea since how long I have been sitting here....." she dug her face in her hands. Rakesh lifted her face by her chin, "what happened, what's on your mind? Is something wrong?" Sunita told Rakesh about her conversation with Shiela, and how she is feeling empty since that.

Rakesh took a deep sip of the pipping hot tea and nodded listening to her. He had his own set of thinking clouds hovered over him. "Sunita, frankly speaking, now i'm really scared to even think about having children!" Rakesh shuddered. Sunita stared at him blank, deep inside she empathized with him. She knew he was right. "Rakesh," Sunita placed her hand on his right knee, "I know dear." she nodded, looking in his eyes. Rakesh felt confident by Sunita's touch, he smiled and nodded.

"Sunita!!" Shiela exclaimed, opening the front door to its full swing, " Oh I'm sorry,.....I should have knocked!" she stopped abruptly, seeing Sunita removing her hand from Rakesh's thigh. Sunita got up and welcomed Shiela. " No silly! its absolutely fine! Shiela nodded to greet Rakesh. Rakesh also smiled back and got up with the excuse to find the day's newspaper.

"I'm sorry Sunita, I didn't think Bhaisaheb would be here..." "Shhh...its okay." Sunita said, " so what's up?" Shiela regained her excitement, " I came up with a plan to organise a drawing competition in your school on the upcoming Republic day! So I came running to you, to tell you this" Sunita laughed, " You looked so excited for this?!.....okay okay, i'll talk to my principal Sir"